July 4, 2009
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trapped
i have never felt so trapped and scared than i do at this very moment.
in a few days, i'm going to do something i have never done before.
while its definitely a step out of my comfort zone, i feel no hesitation.
i've weighed the pros and cons, contemplated the benefits and negative aspects...
at last i've decided to go with the flow. whatever happens from here on out is just going to happen.we all need a little love in our lives, but its not worth it when it goes over the edge.
i've never wanted so much to be loveless.
Comments (2)
good luck.
sounds scary, but a little exciting too.. unfortunately love isn't as intellectually weigh-able as we'd like it to be sometimes. i think just deciding one way or the other, even just in our minds--before action, totally cuts down on stress an agony. getting out of your comfort zone is good, but that trapped feeling doesn't sound as good.. hope you're not being forced into anything.. <3 wishing the best for you!
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