November 23, 2009

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    an interesting weekend full of personal growth.
    long story short, i went from feeling worthless and giving up at work then back to my usual hardworking self in two days. realizing that all my hard work doesn't pay off in the long run, i now appreciate that it pays off in moments. i let my guard down, and my pride was hurt from hearing what other people thought. after talking/crying it out, i've regained my personal pride and don't care if my efforts go unnoticed by others - at least i am proud of my hard work.

    once again the sears jamba crew screwed up my order. this happens every 4/5 times i buy my jamba there. its gotten to the point where the crew and i can laugh about it when a new crew member hands me the wrong order, and i love that we can laugh about it. one of the workers there (nick) whipped up his own creation today and gave me a sample while i waited for my chunky pb&jamba to be remade. his smoothie tasted just like an apple pie! the next time he's there, i think i'll ask him to whip it up again. :)

    whatelse, whatelse... this new bc gives me some intense menstrual cramps (i never had cramps with yasmin) but its a good trade off for clear skin. i think my body's hormones are finally balancing themselves out. OUCH pain pain.

    okay, gonna relax and review some music for tomorrow's Cinderella rehearsal. hope i remember the music :P