April 24, 2010

  • i admit,

    i've been pretty dang down over the past week or so.
    also got sick with laryngitis and acute pharyngitis a few days ago, so that didn't help.
    all i did was stay in my apartment and watch three seasons of desperate housewives while hacking up coagulated pieces of phlegm.
    last night a buddy came over with Gamer on blu-ray - pretty kick ass to watch in high def!
    nice change of pace.

    after starting antibiotics, i felt worse on the second day. its day 3 now, and i'm feeling well enough to go to my first job appt.
    but i'm not sure if i'll have enough energy to work a saturday night at mg.
    given my starting time tonight, i have a feeling i'm gonna be stuck in the section i hate the most - two 6/7 tops and two booths.
    for some reason i always end up gasping for air while trying to find my way outta the weeds.
    did i really just write outta? ha :)
    well, here goes the day.

    i'm pretty bum blue about my financial situation atm.
    either i need a roommate (something i don't want) or i'll keep making less than i owe monthly for rent and bills.
    what a sucky situation!
    it makes me not even want to work, and that is a big reason for my blah feelings.
    oh well.
    sink or swim... i'm kinda floating on my back right now. minimal effort to breathe in air.

    this morning i watched some youtube videos that made me laugh,
    and it brought back some of the old, spunky, sarcastic cat that once existed.

    i miss her.