July 17, 2010

  • f*ck

    crap, its starting
    stupid weepy hopeless empty feelings rising up again
    where the hell is this all coming from!?!? GO AWAY!!!

    as much as i try to stop it, i can't
    uuuuuuuuugh
    i think its coming from all the effing free time i have
    i need to fill the voids
    maybe a third job?

    :(
    i hate this empty feeling
    too many purposeless tears right now.
    falling back into old habits...
    ugh.

    here's to a better tomorrow hopefully.