August 26, 2010

• avoidance...

  ... of reality.

  tonight someone reiterated that i'm the youngest person they've dated in the context of...

  me: "i'm the youngest person going on this tour" (to japan)
  him: "you are the youngest person on my tour! hahahaha"

  (realization: that laugh is one "ha" short of the laugh from someone in my past...)

  my reply: "it'd be nice if you didn't have any other stops hey, a girl can wish..."
  him: ---minutes of non-response---

  well.
  a girl can wish, but this girl also has just been slapped in the face by reality.
  hey, reality, leave me the f*ck alone

  it really sucks realizing that i may be, and more concretely am probably, just another stop on some guy's tour.
  ouch.

  OUCH!!!

  sigh.
  yet another reminder of why i remain on this earth.
  answer to that question: "yes, cat, WHY are you still here???"
  

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