March 4, 2008
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trust issues
i never truly understood how much i've changed until recently. the once hopeful romantic has transformed into a fearful skeptic. i no longer wear my heart on my sleeve. instead i shield it with pessimistic banter and attempt to avoid any signs of affection. what the?!?!
the fact that i've forgotten how to believe in what others say distresses me most. :S help, anyone? i don't want to miss any great opportunities, but how am i supposed to know if it really is a good opportunity? how do i know if this is real or just a ploy? do i really need to take a leap of faith and hope i don't get burned in the end? isn't there any other way to just know that things will turn out for the better?
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can never know. just feel that it will all be good i guess. i think when the time is right you will know. but timing is such a bitch aint it? lol. maybe you should just forget about trust. i think once you forget about it... it just kinda comes out with good nature... *shrugs*
*sigh* romance....
just hang in there catto. just dont get ur hopes up too much or u end up going from hopeful to hopeless romantic...
*sigh* i think thats what i slipped into... sometimes i wish i could hybernate until the love of my life wakes me up ya know? bleh.
I used to be too trustworthy and naive
then I became very cynical...
now I'm less cynical (i think)
you just gotta find your way back towards the middle =)
PS - yes, i do live that close to work... - paying a premium to be able to stroll down to work in less than 10 minutes =)
So awesome that you are still going strong with xanga! Wish I could help you out but I also don't trust many or any! Let me know if you get any good advice about it!
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