January 2, 2009
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so my question is...
... for those of you who feel or have felt similarly helpless, unhappy, or stagnant,
how do you get through the days?
i'm finding myself shrinking away from reality and responsibility, but only in my mind. i can't explain it that well at 8:20am.
i need to get ready for my 14 hour day with 30 minutes for "lunch" and 30 minutes to drive from one job to the other.
guess all i can do is take many deep breaths, finish up my chai black and green tea, paste the smile on my face again and head out.
here's to 2009~
Comments (3)
Ah keep your chin up, Cat. 14-hour day does sound pretty harsh though. Best of luck with everything!
Sometimes the first thing you have to do when you wake up is to roll over, stand up on your bed, put a cigarette in your mouth (don't have to light it, just for the effect), look out your window and say "Look at you, you big beautiful bastard. Suck on this." and grab your crotch.
It's just one of those statements that says "Do what you want, you're not getting me today."
i dunno. if the life you live right now isnt working. stop what you do and find something else. if you need change then make changes. figure out what your wants are in life and then set out to get em.
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